buah pikiran

i think dlm sminggu mst aq ingtkn diri '

"Ira....ko dh 22 ok!stop behave like bdak 15 or 16 tahun!"

okeyh!physically i look younger than my age..but that doesnt mean yang aq 100% berperangai mengada2 and gediksss all the time..

i might not be a good speaker (microphone yg bcakap!ahaks)
i might not a quick thinker (pengaruh megi tlalu byk pd otak)
i might not make a good decision for myself ( i hate it bila aq dh wat keputusan then korg ley tnya lg.. "betul ke ko nk ni?")

ok fine..muka aq yup! "muka blurrr"
i akn jd blurr bila xtw nk buat apa

but still i can think

i can make decision on my own

mungkin keputusan tue xsebaik kalian

tetapi take it as suatu proses pembelajaran untuk saya

yes!!i'm learning all da time

biar laa org ckp badan aq kecik

asalkan aq ada minda yg pantas n bijaksana

in order to gain that(yg d atas)

i have to learn

xpa laa if aq lambat cket, lama2 nnt aq pun maju laa

right?

i think

am i being too emotional lately?

bukan nanges2

tp cm hangin badan n otak suma?

i think yes!

y?

biar laa aq ja yg tahu

tahu kan xsemua kita ley cerita kt dunia cyber ni

even xda org yg bc page aq ni

but still i hv to take precaution over my private life

sumtimes aq asa kecian kt encek pangeran

xpasal2 dia kena tempias ckeeeeeeeeetttt

SORRY encek pangeran ^^,

but

hey!!encek pangeran skrg dh makin alert with me

klo dlu dia jrg sedar if aq emo cket dgn dia

tp skrg..sepantas kilat dho!!

i guess these a year and half dh wat ktaorg mkin phm each other

yeay!!tahniah encek pangeran

this long distance relationship

as i'm in indonesia (aq belajar laa) n encek pangeran di malaysia

fuh berapa ribu kilometer xtw laa

dgn aq balik cuma 2x setahun

halloo indonesia- malysia xlaa jauh mna

tapi aq busy kot dkt cni...nak balik selalu?

bak duit!!hok3

senang cakap asal kita kuat n berpegang pd 3benda
"Love, Trust n Loyal"

insyallah..we can thru this

but still jodoh tue kn plan tuhan

so pray..

mintak klo benar itu jodoh kita, dipermudahkn semuanya

if bukan, then redha n dipertemukan dengan jodoh yg dh tertulis buat kita

ok...apa yg aq ckp ni ?hok3

n yeah..

i'm an independent girl

so i dun mind being alone

in fact i like to b alone

BUT

not all da time

ada masa kita ni pn perlu berteman

kita hidup dlm masyrakat majemuk

kena laa hidup bermasyarakat

hidup sorg2 nnt sendiri susah

mb my % of being alone is 55%

n hanging out with other 45%

hehehehe

n aq ada kawan ok!!

adios!!
peace (n_n)V

dizzy

last night i can't sleep tho my body said "hey,ur body here need a rest..ur system needs to shut down!!" ok..i jz make it up..ok3 i am freaking tired..last thursday, i returned home late..i was acting! scrolling n rolling..cut n action!! naa it was for my isbd lesson..what's that?

ok kepanjangan bg isbd is ilmu sosial budaya..my 3rd semester in pharmacy required me to learn how to contribute your knowledges to other..to learn the proper method of giving awareness to public about health..what you should consume, what you shouldn't, prevention n treatment..

i arrived home it almost dark..disebabkn kepenatan yg teramat, i slept dr penghujung asar tue smpai ke isyak..bgun kjp mndi n stdy jp then smbg tdur balik..besoknya jmaat pas klas botani awal2 pagi, i accompanied my fren to Jambatan Merah Plaza(JMP)..beli2 barang utk bwk balik mlysia..dr tgh hari smpai ke malam pkul9 baru smpai bilik..gosh terasa penat tue..abes mndi tdur kjp but then midnight i awake sbb my fren ketuk pntu bilik nk pnjm modem.

trus pas tue xley tdur..b4 that my perut here buat hal..tetiba masuk angin n reject suma mknn..aq beli nasi goreng teri( teri in bhs melayu means ikan bilis)..so i ate nasi goreng ikan bilis semalam..mkn xsmpai 10suap pn..xlalu!! selera mkn ku dh melayang ke mana2..

yeah since xley tdur, i tx encek pangeran pkul 2am waktu msia..encek pngeran mmg buat lawak!dia suro kira bulu bdn k.dik n pokde(my teddies)!! so i gave him emoticon like this (-_-)"""" ...aq bpusing kiri n kanan yet still cnt sleep so akhirnya aq pn kira lah bulu telinga k.dik (ikut jugak ckp encek pngeran tuh!!) xsilap bulu ke 53..terus aq tertido..

yeay!!akhirnya aq dpt tdur...TETAPI!!!bangun pagi ni kepala berpusing2..i guess sbb xcukup tdur n mkn cket smlm..try to sleep skrg tp xley nk lelap...aigoo kpala berpusing2

i've ruined it!!!

gosh..quite upset actually..
tapi apa lagi nak dikato
nasi dah jadi bubur...

i've ruined sumething that important to me
when i said "important"..i really mean so
know what there are words..aaaa qoute exactly that sounded like this
"BIAR LAMBAT ASAL SELAMAT"
sapa yg setuju??angkat tangan!!!

and what if...
u have to work faster..way faster...
in order to accomplish tasks given
and u know what..the named 'task'is a TEST
#BOOOOM#

i've made mistakes n xbuleh nak berganjak semula
terjalak perahu buleh diundur, terlajak kata (i think in my situation, tindakan more suitable)
okey..rewrite..
"terlajak perahu buleh diundur, terlajak tindakan buruk padah"
for now, nak menangis pun xguna

i think they should create up new slogan
"CEPAT, CERMAT, SELAMAT"
tQ

new look to da blog

salam

fuh..quite long xupdate dgn blog ni
dh berhabuk full with dust n rust xgtu?
gagagaga~~~

memandangkn saya belum maju bab2 blog ni
sbnrnya mmg xpakar pn dalam bab2 menghias sukanya cuma mengemas
so bila dh family sendiri nnt n ada rumah sendiri,
akan saya serahkn tugas menghias2 kepada kepala rumah
xpn susah2 upah ja bapak2/ibu2 interior design suro wat rumah kita canteq2
amboi sesuka hati aq ja yea~~~banyak duit!!hak3

this time i still stick to soft colours but more to pastel
dun say pastel as old school!!
sape cakap gitu mmg nk kena rotan!!grrrrrr~~
sebut VINTAGE!!i loike ^^

lagi...
i removed all the unnessessary pics..
update laa cket wajah2 terbaru yang xberapa nk kelas gitu
hak3
ini namanya sedar diri
hua3

n yeah i even changed da blog title
from bila kenangan berlalu to Blooming Blackening Blossom (BBB)

i always like da words mekar(Bloom)
it shows sumthin that stand out,gorgeous, fabulous n most important part
why i love this words because it shows no matter what stand in front of u(whether good or bad) u stands perfectly hiding sorrow or sadness away from other people's eyes.

dan kalau situasinya gembira, bahagia, suka....
mekarlah dengan penuh kemegahan (but still idung letak bawah, xkuasa orang nk tengok lubang idung ko tue!!)
ahaaa...(pinjam ayat encek pangeran jap)